when life falls apart, do i have to share it to everyone?
our life has been an open book to our friends…they know our ups and downs…turmoils and pains..joys…desires and even hope.
we always share life because we believe that we are encouraging people through what we have gone through and what we have learned in our life’s journey.
but is the part where everything is dimmmed be part of it? i was asked by our staffworker if i am willing to publish the article/reflection i made for our camp. many were being opened and revealed there that needs to be known only to the circle of few…of almost 45 people only. but would that hinders of what message may it bring?
i am torn between having the shame and the “eyes” of many as they read what i have made…is this part of the sacrifice to enlighten someone?
i believe that i should include it because it gives me the sense that what i have passed is complete and real. that it depicts the real me and the dillemas i am facing.
on the other hand, i am closing in to thinking that life may be peaceful when people across the globe couldn’t read about that part in my life.
what then should i do?
“Lord, of what purpose does this decision has? i am torn because both have the good effect…but of which one is better than the other? may the choice i make honors you and may the message you entails with it become the purpose of why you allowed me to choose over the other…amen…”